In my newly launched website, the first paragraph promises that
the website will provide adequate encouragement and some inspiring
words to boost hope. That is just what I hope to do in today’s blog.
We all have our ups and high joyful and happy moments, and
because life's journey is characterized by its ups and downs, we also get to
have our down times. These downtimes
come with varying degrees of intensity, and sometimes, they genuinely feel like
the” valley of shadow of death” that David spoke about in Psalm 23:4. I have experienced
this enough times in my life to know just what it feels like to be desperately
in need of help, someone to talk to, or at least for that phase or situation to
just go away.
Some of us have faith enough to pray and wait on God, but
when the wait seems like it’s endless, fear and doubt begin to set in. Sometimes,
we second-guess ourselves, sometimes blame God, and sometimes, we blame ourselves
and even allow others to guilt trip us. But in all these, the Lord still
sits on His throne in heaven watching.
I was reading the book of Exodus some days ago and found
something profound in Exodus 3:7-9. I will summarise it like this: God tells
Moses that He has heard the cry of His people in Egypt and has come down to
deliver them. At the time God came down for the deliverance of Israel, they
didn’t even know it; they didn’t see it, nor did they understand it. As a
matter of fact, if we continue reading, they grumbled and quarreled with Moses,
saying that he brought more trouble to them. But in truth, what they called
trouble was God working behind the scenes for them. He didn’t want to just
bring them out of Egypt; He wanted them to be rewarded abundantly for all their
labor in Egypt. They could not have left empty-handed just like that. So, more
than Israel gaining their freedom, God would ensure that they get duly paid
for all the years of their labor.
Israel didn’t see this; they only saw increased pain and
added burden, and they grumbled, doubted God, and insulted His vessel – Moses. And
this story feels so like us right now. The pain, the suffering, and the
challenges all add up to give us reasons to fear and doubt. But I find hope in
Romans 8:18, in which Paul says, “He considers that the sufferings of the
present time are not worthy to be compared to the glory which shall be revealed
in us.” This was the situation of
the children of Israel when they were in Egypt. They probably would have
rejoiced instead of grumbling if they knew what was coming.
Some of our challenges may not bring the desired outcome in
the short term. But in the long term, there is glory that awaits. I say this because
I have been there before. You probably had been praying that your landlord would
not send you packing. You trusted God and got people to wait on God with
you; you prayed and exercised deep faith, but guess what? The landlord ended up
sending you packing. It was a painful experience. You felt God failed on this
one. He didn’t show up when you needed Him. He watched and did nothing
when the landlord threatened and eventually evicted you. It was a gruesome experience
that almost shattered your faith and trust in God. Then, 12 months down the
line, 12 months of uncertainty, 12 months of shame and reproach, 12 months of having
faith when there is nothing tangible to tie the faith to, 12 months down the
line, you find yourself comfortable in your own home. Your property, where you never
have to fear the horrors of a landlord – the pain, the horrors, the reproach,
all gone. This is why Paul would say that our sufferings of the present time are
not worthy compared to the glory that shall be revealed in us.
One assurance I have always had, which has never failed, is
that God will always come through. He may not come through at my timing or in
my presumed pattern, but He comes big when He wants to come and does so at the
perfect time. After experiencing this repeatedly, I have understood one
time: He surely comes through. My only prayer is: “What will you have me do
while I wait.” The waiting time is the toughest of them all. Numerous
temptations exist, and the battle is fierce during the waiting period. But if you
have a grateful heart, never forgetting your past wins, you will resolve within
yourself that if God won the war for you before, He would win the battle
now, so you hinge your faith on that and trust Him.
I hope you have been encouraged today. In another two days,
you can pop in again. There will be some encouragement waiting for you.
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